Growing old and graduation

I am home doing research for Design on a Saturday night.

I am so lazy to get out of the house even to run errands okay? I went for my tuition job this morning for an hour and returned home hoping to do constructive work but eventually idled around the house and read up a bit on my research project. I watched TV while surfing net for a good 4 hours and then my sis came along and together with Mom, we talked over dinner.

I used to abhor these kinda weekends. I used to think weekends are so precious that they MUST be spent outside. I used to call people out during the weekends so that I won't be stuck at home. It seems that things have sorta changed now. I am fine with going out, but I'm more fine with staying home and enjoying my weekend in the comforts of TV, laptop and the bed.

Signs of growing old? Maybe.

Things I am actually looking forward to in the coming days/months/years to come:

1) Chinese 1. Making new friends.
2) Europe trip. Hope my friends don't bail.
3) Graduation in July. Finally time to don THE gown.
4) Dating. Yes, dating. I want to date. Let's go!

I miss courting phases. I miss hugs. I miss watching movies with a significant other. I miss talking on the phone.

I finally found out what's wrong with me all these years. I will overcome it this year, so welcome me to the club!

It's been close to four years since I matriculated as a 大学生. Look at me now, I'm months to graduation and doing my parents proud. Everything is just too fast.