Fat whore!

Farking bitch is attached no wonder dunwan go korea. Fuck you!

Life so far...

Things have been going great for me.

I just finished jogging. I feel refreshed after a hard day's work. Work has been tolerable. Friends which have remained in my life have been very accomodating. Family is number 1. Korea rocks. Khasrul is awesome.

I've made a very important decision a few days back. This year's bday present to myself is going to be a big one. By May 28, I should be able to regain my confidence which I have somehow lost during my teens.

Oh I just realized something. My addiction to KARA is waning. I am listening to the male boybands and getting addicted to their songs. My favourite ballad from my favourite hyungs is this:


2AM - You wouldn't answer my calls.

MV is mega depressing.

Favourite upbeat song from my another group of hyungs:


2PM - I'll be back

Me and colleagues are going to chiong this Friday. Can't wait.

Two O O Eleven

2011 is going to be the start of new things.

I made my first solo travel to a totally foreign land last month so I can say I ended 2010 with a bang.

This year, I hope I will meet someone who I can share my life with. This year I hope the things which have been bugging me since forever will be resolved. This year I aim to watch the diet more than ever.

This year will be awesome.

Then and Now

I saw this today in my MSN profile. I don't know when I wrote this but I am sure it is a long time ago. I am thinking... maybe 5-6 years ago. Let's see how things have changed:

1) Most important of them all: No longer a Slave to the Nation.
2) No longer a self-proclaimed metrosexual. I actually kinda abhor that term now.
3) No longer a photomaniac. I don't take self pics of myself as much as I used to.
4) Does not adore adidas and cannot remember wtf is Carmen Electra. I think she must be someone who's boobs were too big for her size.
5) No longer have the interests in all the "Interests" I mentioned except Jay Chou (different spelling now btw), KTV and people-watch.

Check out my updated profile below:



♥ you Han Seung Yeon ssi!

♥♥♥♥ Remaining hearts are for Hara, Jiyoungie, Cole and Gyul!

Sunday blues

Waiting for my brother to finish showering before I can use the toilet.

Today is the first Sunday I went back to work. BIG MISTAKE. It was raining and I didn't have my brolly with me, so I ended up getting wet. In my drenched state, I reached my workplace only to find there was a major short circuit in the whole office building so ALL the computers couldn't start up.

But I is damn smart. I realized the plug sockets on the wall worked so I used them instead of those at our desks. So I did some productive work today.

What a day! Le sigh.

Winter in Korea

Totally wanna carry off this look in Korea. :)

Han Seung Yeon muaccks.

K A R A

I am infatuated.


I will find you in Korea, Han Seung Yeon! (:

I am suddenly into kpop because of KARA. No, not SNSD. I have no idea how SNSD fans identify their favourites because nearly all nine of them look alike. And their fans, well, let's just say they are like Apple fans. And since I am an Apple user, I would like to maintain that Apple fans are definitely Apple users, but not vice versa.

I digress, I wanted to talk about my sudden worship of kpop. It all started because I saw the Mister video.

My ranking of chioness for KARA has changed a lot since the first time they came into my life.

1) Seung Yeon (second in my initial ranking)
2) Hara (first in my initial ranking)
3) Gyuri (last in my initial ranking)
4) Jiyoung (remains unchanged)
5) Nicole (third in my initial ranking)


Chio max. Purposely chose this cos HSY is in the middle!


HSY cute!


Favourite outfit of Jumping.


Korean "Jumping".


HSY sang for an OST.

Though she sounds constipated, she's still my love.


Oh my Seung Yeon.

Sep 4

Haven't blogged in a long time cos I've been busy. Going to get busier cos a colleague decided to call it quits a few weeks ago. Many big projects are coming in! I think my social life will stop in September and October.

Good news! I am going to S Korea after all. Decided not to wait for anyone anymore (only to fly my aeroplane) and just take the plunge and visit Kimchi Land, even if it means I will have to travel all by myself. I think it's more fun that way, being spontaneous and random. After I saw what Jane Peng had to say about her race through the Sahara Desert, I think I become more motivated to just do anything without much consideration.

“I don’t want to spend my life just working, and then somewhere along the way look back and be amazed at how life had just passed me by. I believe that everyone should have something memorable in his/her life to reflect upon.”

I may go for Open Water Diving Course and SkyDiving soon. And one of my biggest dream is to climb the world's tallest mountain, even if it's just to the base camp. I will do that before 30.

Big digress! Anyway, I've been eyeing several travel destinations apart from S Korea. I hope to go Melbourne to visit my sister next year March. Genting Highlands at the end of the year for Countdown plus a getaway for my birthday. I will go alone if no one wants to go. It's okay, I've long accepted the fact that some of my friends are not that reliable after all. Especially those who talk a lot about traveling together but backs out at the last minute. Hello, where's the promise you make?

In a day's time, I'll be heading over to Saudi Arabia for a business trip. My life is pretty eventful, I know right!!! Can't wait! And our Taiwanese friend Maggie Niao is coming over this week too. The Taiwanites would love to see our Maggie Mama again after so long!

Okkkkaaayy, that's a pretty long update considering how short my entries have become after I became lazy at blogging! Will blog again soon I promise. I keep my words, unlike my fairweather friends, so no worries. To any of my loyal blog readers, if any, yay hello to you!

My wishes to 30 year old Khas

Dear 30 year old Khas,

In 5 years’ time, I will want you to have a girlfriend at least, if not be in a long term relationship and get ready to get married. I will also want you to possess a car’s license and of course a car. Need not be a super car, as long as it’s comfortable enough, it will suffice.

In 5 years’ time, I will want you to be earning at least 5K a month, and for that, I will have to start working my ass off now. I will want you to be well known in your profession and respected as well.

In 5 years’ time, I will want you to have travelled to most places an average Singaporean has been to and that includes the United States of America, Europe and Japan. I will also want you to travel to at least one third world country to do your part for the needy and desperate.

In 5 years’ time, I will want you to take care of your health and watch the tummy, the hair, the face and the teeth. In five years’ time, I will want you to have undergone Lasik, and other surgeries if necessary. Image will still be important to you as it is to me now.

In 5 years’ time, I will want you to repent and stop doing the recurring sins which you’ve done since 18 years old. I will want you to be a good role model to the little ones in the family, be it your nieces and nephews or your own kids. I will want you to have renewed faith to God and I will want you to starting performing prayers as you should have.


Your younger self,
25 year old Khas

隋棠

I didn't think she's pretty until this scene (2nd picture).

But I went wiki and saw another version of her.

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Sonia_Sui

Are they the same person?

Last week as Nua Until Sian student

Been very distracted from my revision for the last examination I will ever sit for as an undergrad. It's a bittersweet feeling - how did those 4 yrs fly by so fast? Who would expect me (at the bottom of the cohort during matriculation due to lousy A level grades) would be able to surpass a considerable number of my peers who did 2-3 times better than I did for As. So, bottomline is A levels is a piece of crap.

Gg to watch Ironman II 3D tonight. This weekend would be q packed too. I'm already NUAing and the exam hasn't even started! And I have a job offer already! Starting work in mid-May which means I have already said byebye to Grad Trip. But the job requires me to travel sometimes, so all's good!

One more month to the big day

Concerts

I'm not really a big fan of my idols coz I don't spend to go to their concerts. You see, throughout the twenty something years of my life, I have only been to one concert - Jay Chou's "Secret" concert in 2008. And the tickets were free coz I won them from mediacorp! In a week, I'm going for the second concert of my life - Ungu. I didn't get my tix for free though (I can't possibly live on free things all my life, can I?) so Ungu better make my 58 SGD worth the 2++ hours.

Jay is having another concert in Singapore and lately I think he hasn't produced any nice songs right? Or am I such a lousy fan coz I haven't been updating myself with the Taiwanese music industry. So Maggie, any nice new songs? If there are, I'll consider going for the 23 July concert.

Hi! First time blogging from iPhone!

I'm very relieved that Hell Weeks are already over. In Hell Week 1, I had an interview on Monday, oral exam on Tuesday, Chinese presentation on Wednesday and another interview on Thursday! All these things happening while my laptop broke down and the mega Design Project report due the following Monday! I literally spent the entire week in sch, going back home only at 11 everyday. In Hell Week 2, Design Project report was due on Monday (phew! Betcha didn't know how relieved I was when I handed in the 120 paged report!) and I had a Chinese mega test on Wednesday (the essay topic was: 我们家. More on this later!) and the Design Project presentation (which we screwed up but heck it's over le). And now it's Friday and I woke up at 7am thinking it's a school day!

So relieved right now everything's over. No more school. Just two more exams and I can't call myself a student le. A little sad!!!!

Yea, my essay topic was 我们家. In my "家", I have 7 家人. 有外婆、爸爸妈妈、两个哥哥、还有一个妹妹。爸爸是医生、妈妈是国立大学的汉语老师、哥哥都是工程师。妹妹是大学生。我们家有一只小狗、叫＂爱爱＂。我们家很爱、很爱＂爱爱＂因为她很可爱！

LOL! Damn corny I know...

Down With Love

ELLA 好可爱哦！

FML

Aside from scarring, the main effects of acne are psychological, such as reduced self-esteem[7] and, according to at least one study, depression or suicide.

I'm almost there already.

Is it a sign?

Hi! I've been tremendously busy with school! I can't believe this is the last semester. I feel like I'm still midway. In any case, the TOTO prize today amounts up to 10 million dollars. I hope I win!

This morning, I dreamt that I underwent LASIK surgery. This afternoon, while I was clearing my things, I came across a LASIK brochure which I received during the free eye check up in school. I am very tempted to do the surgery... If I win tonight, LASIK will be one of my immediate priorities!

I'm going jogging later... first time in so many months. I hope I survive.

There are awesome tv shows tonight!

10 Things About Me

Bored! Applied for a number of jobs hopefully I'd get replies soon.

1. I egest right after I eat.

2. I don't have high expectations of my first job. All I need is a decent graduate's pay, work satisfaction and job security. A triple plus if it's near my home.

3. I eat Double Cheeseburger meals at McD, sometimes without pickles. I don't really like others.

4. I always eat egg yolk last.

5. My motivation to keep fit is on and off and that worries me.

6. I never fail any fitness tests before. I failed once (the most impt one), retook it and passed.

7. I like to be on top.

8. I have quite bad stage fright. I'm not meant to be a singer/performer/actor.

9. My favourite Sp|cE g3R is g|ng3R cos of her big... eyes.

10. I've had this blog since 2003.

10 Things About Me

1. My favourite cable TV channels are Hallmark, StarMovies and Star Chinese Movies.

2. I am the second tallest in my family.

3. I prefer cream-based to tomato-based spaghetti.

4. I do orgasmic things like digging nose and ears several times a day.

5. I mess my room, realizes it is messy and cleans it up immediately, mess it up again - cycle repeats.

6. My ideal travel destination when I was younger was Seychelles Island.

7. I like funny and engaging girls. 淑女 don't really appeal to me. But I'm fine with them.

8. When I was young, I wanted to be a DJ.

9. Stephen Chow is my Chinese idol actor extraordinaire.

10. My student status is ending soon and I'm not exactly looking fwd to work.

That's all. I will post 10 more when I'm bored.

学习汉语

While everyone else was gambling, pigging, snoozing or fucking, I was busy with my Chinese character homework.

I think my handwriting is pretty ugly.

It's amazing how I can read and write a bit of Chinese in a matter of weeks. I am more passionate about learning Chinese than I am about finishing my Design Project! And that's not a good thing. :(

You think Chinese dept will take me in if I fail to get a job with my degree? I can help prepare the materials for Chinese Level 1. :D

Another thing before I go, I was chatting with a friend on facebook in Chinese and I find it hard to read the characters because they look terribly small in facebook default font size. Is there any way I can change the font size? I tried changing and it works for other sites like Gmail and Blogger but it doesn't work for facebook.

Gimme a new face

I'm breaking down... again.

When will my face ever heal?

I sound rant-y

I nua-ed the whole damn day today!

I did PFD and now I'm doing Interim Rpt. How I wish my team mates are as responsive.

I have tuition at 11 and am not looking forward to it. Brr.

It seems like I haven't really stuck to my exercise plan this weekend. I was supposed to go jogging today. But I just nuaaaaaaaa-ed at home.

Is there anyone who's willing to go out with me during 1st/2nd day of CNY?

Oh wait. I rather stay home. NUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Shiok.

It's a vicious cycle - the neverending cycle of nuaing and growing fat.

Wednesday blues

I am currently hooked to this TV show in Hallmark - The Biggest Loser Asia. VB should be part of it - she needs the weight loss!

My poor friend got punched yesterday for doing absolutely nothing to this guy in class. I think that guy is a total retard. A moomoo monster or a retarded rabbit?

Every Wednesday, I am weighing the pros and cons of going to school. I have a 2 hour Chinese class from 4 - 6 pm, followed by Stats class from 6 - 9 pm. Class usually ends earlier for the latter so I'd probably reach home before 10 pm. But you know how 'nua' evening classes can get?

I did my first Chinese quiz yesterday. I think I'd do well enough. Lao3 Shi1 called me out to the front of the class yesterday to get bombarded by questions from the rest of my classmates because she said she knew I could do it. I think she's impressed with me. :)

I feel it too

Went to the doc who prescribed me super expensive medication. Now I'm 80 SGD bucks poorer. Anyway, was googling for the tabs my doc prescribed when I saw this forum post. I so can identify with her, especially the bold parts. I totally can feel her pain.

hi I took isotretinoin for 6 mth and my face left with scars only no more new breakout after I stop taking it for 3 months the whole face breakout again when i went for my bkk trip,,,

wad so depress is because why I took so much effort and now only a week it ruin my half a year effort, I am taking a cheaper alternative nimegen, effect is quite the same, my face calm down starting to turn for the better, for me I think if u take isotretinoin u have to take a few month and stop for 1 or 2 month then back again and this will continue until the doc say u shoould or can stop if not u r wasting yr money,

u never know when the breakout will come back, to me having serious breakout really bothers me, no confidence, sad, the worse part is when u have large acne, its hard to wash your face its pain, and u must be careful not to break it, if not definitely will leave some scars on it, and pple staring at your face y didnt u go see doc la, u muz be dont drink water never eat fruits la, eat too much fried food, never wash face la, go to h** this pple they wan to act expert,

they dont know how bad I feel when they talk about all this, how they know im no seeing doc? how they know I dont drink water? wad they know I definitely know much more than them man, i had my acne outbreak when im 16 and now im 26! this is all genetic for me so only way I can is to take isotretinoin..

after I took isotretinoin I finalyy see some lights in my life, thing change my face change, I got much more confidence. To all acne sufferers pls dont give up. those whos taking isotretinoin and having breakout at 1st pls endure it, things will turn good if u continue taking it, I had bad outbreak for the 1st two weeks also, feel sad and hideous, going out is the last thing i want to do....I hope my own story can give some confidence to fellow acne sufferer! Good Luck to all!

oh ya drinking green tea and eating oats help too I think. im eating and drinking them everyday now. oats is a good source of vitamin E the oats I mean is plain oat. Green tea somehow I think can help calm the skin. Juz my own little tips hope it helps

So those people who think they know it all... SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

ParnASSus

Watched this show a while ago. I actually love these kinda fantasy movies but I am a little slow in understanding complicated plots so I got a little annoyed towards the end because it felt like the story was revolving around nothing.

But after a mini discussion, I have understood the movie and oh my god, isn't it sad to be played by the Devil like that? And I totally didn't know the Tony guy was being played by so many actors. I think I'm really bad at recognizing faces. All I know then was Tony had long hair and a moustache. And I just knew Heath died in the midst of producing this movie.

Why am I so slowwwwwwwwww?

Lily Cole is so hot okay.







See? So big... her eyes.

Update

I haven't blogged for a couple of days!

Quite busy with school, went for career fair two days ago. I think the job market looks better now. I hope I will get a good job upon graduation!

I saw Vietnamese Bitch at the career fair though. She will be affectionately called VB in short from now onwards in this blog. VB looks fatter now. I still hope she explodes and die. :)

Mega exciting weekend

I said I was looking forward to the weekend yes?

I am checking into this with a group of friends later. It's free - my best friend received a hotel voucher and we're all going to hang out together. Mega excited!

Heading over to eat the famous Chicken Rice in Orchard at 1 PM. Checking in at 2 PM, going to hang out for a while, catch a movie and head over to Timbre at night. Shiok!

I am so excited I can't sleep! Okay that's not completely true - I still got plenty of researching to do. Looking forward to tomorrow, no worries I'm going to be equipped with a camera so watch this space/facebook for the pictures!

Dream

I had the weirdest dream ever.

I dreamed that I was white-water rafting and somehow the boat capsized and I drowned. But I didn't die. I survived on this unknown island which was inhabited by some strange South American tribal people. I remember I was also hanging out with one kiddo who happened to be lost like me as well.

Later on, I was made to be enrolled in the strange tribal people's college and forced to study Psychology. I told them I wanted to go to HOME. I don't know why and how but Home in this dream referred to the United States. I pleaded with the tribal authorities to alert the govt to send a helicopter down to save me but they completely refused. I wailed and I cried and I wept and I screamed and I shouted... In short, I emo-ed but they still refused to help me!

It ended abruptly there and I was so relieved it was just a dream. Now, this is proof of how one's daily lives can significantly influence one's dreams.

On the day before I had the dream, I went to Stats lecture and the lecturer made a statement about pyschology majors being weird. See the relation? Strange tribal people and forcing me to study psychology. And that is not all. Before I went to sleep that night, I was chatting with a friend online making plans for a holiday and we talked about white-water rafting.

See how things fall into place?

Of nauseousness and boredom

Olive cove iced mocha made me feel like puking in the MRT just now. I think I should never try to drink it on an empty stomach. I endured and survived an hour of train journey, a smelly MRT toilet and a seemingly neverending winding bus ride without puking.

I thoroughly enjoyed Chinese lessons now. I made two new friends today - a Malaysian girl and a local guy, both also from ChE. I slept for only 2 hours max this morning by the way - I tossed around in bed till around 4 am and decided to go to my parents bedroom to sleep. I tossed and turned again till about half past 5 and got up 2 hours later.

This morning I was on the bus and I suddenly thought of something. The next time you are alone and tremendously bored, look around you. Apart from the usual people-watching, attempt to infer information about them from their general appearances and their behaviours.

I saw an old lady crossing the road with a empty trolley. Ah huh! Must be going to the market. She didn't look left or right before crossing. Ah huh! Lived too long already. I saw a Chinese lady standing around with a kid in uniform. Ah huh! Waiting for school bus. They looked alike. Ah huh! Must be mother-son. I also saw a very annoying old apek by the roadside smoking. Ah huh! Another case of someone living too long already. Ah huh! Want to die, die alone. Don't bring other people down to hell with you.

I think I am actually overdoing it. But that was my thought process as I was observing these people. Well, something to do when you're really bored cos it sorta makes time pass rather quickly.

This morning I also saw a guy blatantly drinking a can of coke in the MRT. I hope he tio fined.

Eyes wide... awake

Looking forward to this weekend!

I have school at ten later and I'm still awake doing design research. Can I stop being so hardworking? I think I can't sleep now cos I slept for a couple of hours last night. Lesson of the day: Never lie on the bed before bedtime.

I emailed a professor from South Africa regarding some questions I have about my design project and he responded less than 24 hours later. I am so elated because I think I wasn't going to expect a reply? Nice of him to do so! Now I have more burning questions to ask but I don't want to piss him off by asking too much. I am still awaiting replies from some other people in South Africa, so South Africans if you're reading this now, can you please tell your agricultural department to get back to me?

I hate pimples in the nostrils, or anywhere near the nostrils. They hurt real bad. I don't have any on my nose now, but that's just a random thought. I think other than the nostril, the next worst place to have a pimple is anywhere near the eyes. Hate it when that happens and I need to rub my eyes.

I sent a text message to S about me having no date this Vday and his response was so funny. He said he was going to have a date... with his customers at work. I replied: Thanks, that made me feel so much better! HAHAHAHA.

Okie! :) Back to research. I think I'm sleeping at 3.

Kanungnit

I went to dine with the family today at a Thai restaurant.

I was suddenly reminded of my dear old Thai friend I made during the WAT program. Nit was this pleasant old Thai lady who worked with me in the kitchen. I really miss talking to her! I still remember how the both of us burst into tears on my last day of work. She was the Thai mother I never had. :(


The one on the right is Kanungnit.

The one on the left is not a mother yet. And she's a ghost.

Love

I make it a point to update my blog as often as I can now because I realize there are still people who read my entries! Amazing.

I was on the bus today when this really fat lady came up and sat behind me with her kid, like a fifth of her size. I thought she was the kid's sister but it turned out she was the mom! I know I'd sound like I'm damn kaypoh if I say this, but I just couldn't help overhearing their conversation! They were RIGHT behind me! How not to listen?

Anyway, just by listening to her funny conversation with the kid, I could tell she loves her daughter very much. I can sort of feel the warmth she's showering her little imp with, just like how I can feel my mom is showering my little niece and nephews with all the love that she can possibly offer.

Sometimes, I feel my parents pamper them too much (esp my dad), but most of the time I can understand why: They're joy-bringers to my folks. It's no wonder that they're so close to them. When I get married and have kids, I hope my kids will be close to my folks too. My folks are good joy-showerers. :)

Chinese 1

妈妈很忙，爸爸也是。

哥哥要咖啡，弟弟不要。

老实是好人，我也使好人，我们都是好人。

友一个女学生很讨厌人啊。。。

I hate people who bail

When I was down and out, where the fuck were you? I went through a rough patch for a few weeks and I bet with my life you didn't even know it happened. When that bitch was feeling low, amazingly you knew almost immediately... and I was subsequently told about it though I swear I didn't have to know.

Now, who is your best friend? Me or her? When you were down and out, who offered you his listening ear?

Last Saturday, so much for making an appointment with me eh? I left the fucking Saturday for you fucktard. And then I got to know you went out to watch movie with other people instead. Wow. Am I just a fucking option? You're a priority on my list by the way. Oh wait, were. I guess not anymore. Just you wait, it's tit for tat.

And that fucking ungrateful bailing petty vietnamese bitch. It makes my blood boil each time I remember how she fucking bails me out on the Halloween party. I hope you grow so fat till you fucking explode. I'm NEVER going to forgive that fat slob.

Random thoughts

Myojo's Singapore Sambal Seafood Ramen noodles make me happy.
Talking about food in the middle of the night makes me hungry.
The thought of having gained 2 weeks in recent weeks makes me angry.
I do research for Design every night and it's making me go... crazy.

Growing old and graduation

I am home doing research for Design on a Saturday night.

I am so lazy to get out of the house even to run errands okay? I went for my tuition job this morning for an hour and returned home hoping to do constructive work but eventually idled around the house and read up a bit on my research project. I watched TV while surfing net for a good 4 hours and then my sis came along and together with Mom, we talked over dinner.

I used to abhor these kinda weekends. I used to think weekends are so precious that they MUST be spent outside. I used to call people out during the weekends so that I won't be stuck at home. It seems that things have sorta changed now. I am fine with going out, but I'm more fine with staying home and enjoying my weekend in the comforts of TV, laptop and the bed.

Signs of growing old? Maybe.

Things I am actually looking forward to in the coming days/months/years to come:

1) Chinese 1. Making new friends.
2) Europe trip. Hope my friends don't bail.
3) Graduation in July. Finally time to don THE gown.
4) Dating. Yes, dating. I want to date. Let's go!

I miss courting phases. I miss hugs. I miss watching movies with a significant other. I miss talking on the phone.

I finally found out what's wrong with me all these years. I will overcome it this year, so welcome me to the club!

It's been close to four years since I matriculated as a 大学生. Look at me now, I'm months to graduation and doing my parents proud. Everything is just too fast.

GPA woes

Was calculating my GPA for all the previous semesters and realized Semester 3 really pulled it down by a large margin. I need more As now.

I am going to study non-stop for my last semester and hopefully it is going to pay off.

Junior School

I was on the bus home from tuition just now when I saw the backyard of a primary school. It was then I remember my childhood days in my primary school which took place nearly 14 years ago.

I wasn't an active kid but I wasn't an exceptionally quiet and dull person in school. I was just the average Joe, the friend you could befriend but not expect a best buddyship out of him. But apart from that, I was also someone who'd go all out for something he's passionate about.

During my time in primary school, the pathway adjacent to the school garden which led to the school backyard was a popular haunt for us kids. I can't actually remember if there was really a case of burglary or was it some kids getting injured - all I remember was me and some friends acted as investigators ala Sherlock Holmes every single day during recess and we sure had a ball of a time.

I still remember there was a tree in the school backyard which had red stains and everyone claimed it was blood. Human blood. So blah. I was so young and naive back then. I also remember buying some kid explosives for 2 bucks from the nearest mama shop and one of them teachers confiscated it from my school uniform's pocket. She's just weird... And my form teacher also stole my UNO cards and hasn't returned them to me till now. I bet it's somewhere buried in the Semakau Landfill.

Those bittersweet memories!

French III

It was supposed to be a happy moment for me. I got into French Level 3 after taking placement test on Thursday. After 9 years of not being in touch with French, I actually managed to get into Level 3 which was a pretty good deal, since I didn't bother to study at all before the test.

And then it turned out that French 3 is not offered this semester. Imagine the disappointment! This sem's going to be my last before I graduate. Baaaaaskkeet!

Erm... it's not my fault that I'm so smart right?

I emailed the coordinator asking if my placement test could be reviewed so I could take French as a module before I say goodbye to university.

And this reply was what I got:

"It's just too bad."

Fuck that old french Idiot. If I see him during my grad trip to France, I'll whack him with a French loaf.

No more FYP.

FYP is officially over. It's time to chilllllllllllll!

I'm graduating in less than 6 months. :>

I promise I'd blog more from now on, okiez?

FYP

My last December holidays as a student have been spent in the lab, in front of my laptop and in the train. Let's see... I spend at least 10 hours in the school lab every weekday, sometimes Saturdays and Sundays too, I spend at least 3 hours in front of the laptop per day and at least another 3 hours to go to school and back home.

If I do the mathematics, and let's say I came back to school for 2 weekends in a month,

I'd spent 396 hours doing FYP-related stuff and that's 55% of a total month.

No more school holidays for me.

P/S: I can't believe I'd be so free to calculate that. I wouldn't say I am very free because I am actually finishing up my literature review. And it's 430 AM now. I am going to school later at 8.

Someone pls tell me I am a non-human!!!

你昰超级白!

HAHAHAHA!!!

Personal Best

Friday
16 Oct 2009
9.37 km
:)

Like wtf?

How to make love?
How to get pregnant?

OMGWTFBBQ.

P/S: For the ignoramus, I was going to search for "How to autoplay youtube videos". If anyone knows, please do tell me.

7.43 km

7.43 km Sunday 11/10/09.

Home - Loyang Sec - Blk 120++ - Bridge TPE - Tampines Connector - Tampines MRT track - Tampines Connector - Bridge TPE - Singtel building - Pasir Ris Drive 1 - Pasir MRT track - White Sands - Perimeter of Pasir Ris Pond Park - Downtown East - Pasir Ris Drive 3 - Pasir Ris Drive 4 - past Pasir Ris Crest Sec - Pasir Ris Drive 1 - Home.

:)

051009 From Pasir Ris to Tamp and back

My personal best since Army Days - 7.21km.

Then again, did I ever run this far? I should train up for marathons - just for leisure, to challenge myself further, NOT for competitive reasons. I don't like to compete with others... YOUR ENEMY IS YOURSELF. That's how I motivate myself to beat my previous personal best runs.

It's the satisfaction at the end of every run which never fails to motivate me to keep coming back for more. A long distance jogging khaki would be awesome. Any takers?

MENTAL!

HEHEHEH.

Yesterday, one of the B bros left us. He's my age.

When I was much younger, I've always thought death would only reach you when you're 80 (or 45 in Afghanistan). I didn't really think much about dying then and when I actually did so, I always gave myself the assurance that I was still a long way from death and that it wouldn't come so soon.

And then I grew up and learned that death can possibly reach anyone of us regardless of old or young, fit or not. I've had a friend whose young cousin just collapsed in bed and passed away. He was a very fit dude and he had a bright future ahead of him. I've had a friend who perished in a bike accident. She was going to get married the week after the accident. I've had an acquaintance who drowned to death while undergoing conscription. He was just 24 then. I've had a friend whose girlfriend passed on when they were still in their teenage years. I've had another friend whose friend got into a road accident which cost him his life. He was around my age.

Now, I wake up everyday thanking God my heart is still beating and my loved ones are still by my side.

Decisions

Two things which I've decided on after chatting with random friends for the last couple of hours.

1) I'm going to take up guitar. But I'm not going for lessons. I'm going to learn on my own. Learn song-by-song basis via Youtube. Not attend some crappy guitar lessons which are a total waste of money. That said, I'm going to get my guitar back from my brother. And this time, I am serious about learning.

My inspiration?



2) It's going to be Pastel Yellow this year for me. Thinking about it makes me kinda excited to go shopping. But I am so hating Geylang crowds. But it IS going to be Pastel Yellow. Last year's unbelievable color was Pink.

Mundane life

Wake up.

Off to school.

1 hour journey on the MRT.

Classes in the morning.

No lunch.

Straight to the laboratory.

Idle periods spent at E5 for revision and research.

Go home at 4PM.

1 hour journey on the MRT back home.

Home.

Ka Ho Yuet Yuen / Tutorials.

Sleep.

Cycle repeats.

Stare what stare?

The other day on the way back home from school I decided to take a leak at Klementy MRT Station toilet before boarding the train. When I entered the toilet, I realized the urinals but one were not occupied. I walked into the cubicle directly behind the urinal behind the urinal which was occupied and did what I had to do. I left the door open behind me.

When I was done with whatever I had to do, I cleaned up and turned back and realized the old man who was occupying the urinal was still there standing in front of it. Man, he must have had a surge of pee judging from the time he had taken as he was already there before I arrived. As I walked out of the cubicle, I also realized he wasn’t looking everywhere else but his own dingdongbell. That sure was weird because he finally settled his gaze on the guy peeing a few urinals away from him. Sick bastard.

Old man staring at other guys’ privates is just… scatologically wrong.

I finally walked out and upon noticing my observation on him, he tilted his body to my side with his pants down. OH MY GOD. I swear it killed my appetite instantly. I think I was semi blind for a good 15 minutes or so after that.

He appeared nonchalant throughout the whole incident. I went to the wash basin area (blocked by walls so I couldn’t see urinals anymore) to wash my hands and my face and eyes (Need to cleanse them) and when I was going to leave the toilet, he was still in the urinals area, most probably standing at the same spot waiting for other victims to “beo” at.

Guys, beware!